Please Don't Believe me (RE: Child Abuse Challenge)

Title - Please Dont Believe Me

(Chorus)
Please don't believe me when I say I'm ok,
I put a fake smile in it hurts me every day,
search inside me for the words that I can't say
Deep down inside my soul for help I always prey,
My heart and mind lost in time from June untill may,
Years and years go by yet the pain never goes away,

Too scared to just scream out the truth,
Every Sunday in that confession booth,
will people think that it's my fault,
So many years secrets inside my vault,
So scared they will hurt me when I tell,
Just a friend to talk to would be so swell

(Chorus)
Please don't believe me when I say I'm ok,
I put a fake smile in it hurts me every day,
search inside me for the words that I just can't say
Deep down inside my soul for help I always prey,
My heart and mind lost in time from June untill may,
Years and years go by yet the pain never goes away,

Please dont give up on me i need everyone i can,
I'm just a child dont be blind to this abusive man,
How can I turn to family to help me,
when this abuser is part of my family tree,
How can I learn to trust another living soul,
Inside my heart right now is a gaping hole,

Parents dont be so blind to what in the next room,
Look into your childrens eyes see if they are gloom,
Don't be oblivious if the signs are right there,
You are the ones they trust so show them that you care,
A child innocents is to be held long on to,
A childs unconditional love will be forever true,

(Chorus)
Please don't believe me when I say I'm ok,
I put a fake smile in it hurts me every day,
search inside me for the words that I cant say
Deep down inside my soul for help I always prey,
My heart and mind lost in time from June untill may,
Years and years go by yet the pain never goes away,